October 8th

Am told possibly can go home next day over night to see how it feels. James heart is monitored by ekg 24 hours since he has small arrhythmia. Doctors not concerned but I am. Talk about food. James keeps throwing up the food he gets down. During an examination the nurse could hear that James heart was beating very irregular. Me crying scared. So afraid to loose our baby. Nigel pops over quickly after work. Miss him very very much.I got used to have him around.